Good Weekend

Last night was amazing and today even better. Things with Marc and I just keep getting better & better. Last night we took the kids to the monster truck show, they had a good time and it was nice to get out of the house for a change....

Getting Back to Normal

I feel like things are getting better. I wanna say they are going back to normal, but normal for me is when I think about Mike almost 24/7. It's weird. As soon as the detective said those two words that will forever haunt me, "Mike's dead." my brain...

It's Him

I saw Michael's body today. I know my previous post was about him getting cremated, but apparently I was lied to. He hasn't been cremated just yet. His mother went and seen him yesterday and stopped by today. I had a nice visit with his mother and his...

He's Gone 😭

It's been 6 days since Mike died. It's still kind of shocking to me. His cousins have reached out to me, his mother, his sister. He was cremated 2 or 3 days ago.   Day 1 I spent just sitting in shock, repeating the detectives words over &...

Take It Back

"Mike's dead." 😲 Those words will forever haunt me. Friday night, around 10:30 a detective knocked on my door asking me if I was married to Mike. I let him in and when I asked him what was going on, his response was, "Mike's dead." I was more shocked...