Hope

*sighs* Things between Michael and I are so strained. I'm not sure if he sees/feels it or not. He came home from work last night, about an hour late. He immediately started making dinner than plopped on the couch almost directly on me. He insisted on...

A New Week

I would so much like to forget about this past weekend. Mike came home last night and we talked... a lot. So much, that I have a headache. He even talked my mom to death. The end result? Nothing. I don't really want to do any of this anymore, but for...

Plans Change

Well, camping didn't go as planned. We were suppose to leave last night, but got into a huge fight instead. As soon as Michael came home he walked in the door and just started yelling at me because I wasn't ready to leave. But he came home from work 2...

Repeating

Tonight is dinner with the parents. While most of the time I'm trying hard to stay away from my parents, tonight I'm just going with the flow. Mainly because we're going out to eat so I'm excited to get some more prime rib and lobster, always my...

29

I'm leaving for Florida next Friday. Knowing I need to get packed I decided it was time to weigh me before I pack anything that may not fit myself. I am 29 pounds heavier than I'd like to be, 2 pounds heavier than I thought I was. So starting today I...

Last Nights Date

Last night was the first time that Michael ever planned a night out by himself. Usually I plan the "dates." When I got home from dropping the girls off with their father he was already ready to go. I got changed, wore whatever he told me to wear and...

No Kids Weekend

This will be the only weekend this month that we do not have the kids. I'm looking forward to a break. The younger ones have been driving me nuts the past couple of weeks. I have to run up tonight and meet my ex to drop off the girls. Michael will be...

Sharon Osbourne

There was a time I didn't know who Sharon Osbourne was, or her family. Then I started dating this boy who was obsessed with Ozzy Osbourne. I married that boy, and eventually came the Osbourne's reality show. I sat through it for him. In time I fell in...

She's Still Beating Him

Well as I stated earlier we picked up MJ. He was telling us all these stories about his mother beating on him and his sister, with or without belts. :( It breaks my heart and I don't know what else to do at this point. The Judge thinks Michael is just...

Our Weekend

We have the kids this weekend. We headed up and got MJ last night. It was a long day, a long trip. We had gotten stuck in traffic a few times and had just made it on time. That's late for me. I'm early for every thing and when it comes to meeting our...

So Not Helpful Judge

Yesterday Mike had court. He's not happy with the outcome. He filled out paperwork, sent them money, drove 5 hours to get to court, cost us over $200 and they did nothing for him.   Michael was seeking information he (and I) believe all father's...